Showing posts with label #rilke. Show all posts
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Friday, 15 November 2013

next to the last post

Art, said Coomaraswamy, is nothing tangible.  The thing made is a work of art but the art remains in the artist.  Sometimes we are lucky and we see something of the artist in the art.  These faces all live in the British Museum, torn from their own time and place, but when you look into their gently empty eyes for one moment you can share their lives.  Each one of these faces had a model, a muse, each one of these faces was a person with hopes, dreams, a future.  Did they wonder about an aferlife, did they know they would be remembered after they were gone? 
 
 
Have I said it before? I am learning to see. Yes, I am beginning. It's still going badly. But I intend to make the most of my time.
 
For example, it never occurred to me before how many faces there are. There are multitudes of people, but there are so many more faces, because each person has several of them.
 
There are people who wear the same face for years; naturally it wears out, gets dirty, splits at the seams, stretches like gloves worn during a long journey. They are thrifty, uncomplicated people; they never change it, never even have it cleaned. It's good enough, they say, and who can convince them of the contrary? Of course, since they have several faces, you might wonder what they do with the other ones. They keep them in storage. Their children wear them. But sometimes it also happens that their dogs go out wearing them. And why not? A face is a face.
Other people change faces incredibly fast, put on one after another, and wear them out. At first, they think they have an unlimited supply; but when they are barely forty years old they come to their last one.
 There is, to be sure, something tragic about this. They are not accustomed to taking care of faces; their last one is worn through in a week, has holes in it, is in many places as thin as paper, and then, little by little, the lining shows through, the non-face, and they walk around with that on.
But the woman, the woman: she had completely fallen into herself, forward into her hands. It was on the corner of rue Notre-Dame-des-Champs. I began to walk quietly as soon as I saw her. When poor people are thinking, they shouldn't be disturbed. Perhaps their idea will still occur to them.
 
The street was too empty; its emptiness had gotten bored and pulled my steps out from under my feet and clattered around in them, all over the street, as if they were wooden clogs. The woman sat up, frightened, she pulled out of herself, too quickly, to violently, so that her face was left in her two hands.

 
I could see it lying there: its hollow form. It cost me an indescribable effort to stay with those two hands, not to look at what had been torn out of them. I shuddered to see a face from the inside, but I was much more afraid of that bare flayed head waiting there, faceless.


 Rainer Maria Rilke, Faces

 
Life goes on, the world turns.  Most of today's non-entity celebrities will be forgotten by the time the chips are cold. 
 

Wednesday, 6 November 2013

I don't know what colour lonely is.


“All great and precious things are lonely.”
John Steinbeck, East of Eden


“there is a loneliness in this world so great that you can see it in the slow movement of the hands of a clock” 
Charles Bukowski, Love is a Dog from Hell


“I want to be with those who know secret things or else alone.” 
Rainer Maria Rilke

“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”  
 Edna St Vincent Millay


“They cannot scare me with their empty spaces
Between stars—on stars where no human race is.
I have it in me so much nearer home
To scare myself with my own desert places.” 
Robert Frost, The Poetry of Robert Frost


“I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.”  
    Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love